Daring Temptations Tease The Senses...

My mind often flees from me, and I must use such pretty words to get it to return again. Here is nothing but dancing thoughts, and a swirling reality. Please do not mar with babbling tongues, or gossip. It will be removed, and I will hate you a lot. Thanks for understanding.

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I adore false realities, and linger in them often. I own glasses, and dawn them now and again, but am often vain and cling to my contacts. California is my true love, for it is my home. The ocean and the stage are my joys. Corn fields make me cry. As do pigs. All the men I swoon over are either dead or gay.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thoughts before a play...

Not to be taken seriously.

I'm stumbling through my thoughts again, my mind is shuddering. What it fears, I know not. The breath in my lungs feels stagnate and I gasp upon the ideas of something new. My vision blurs...and I let go of a silent cry to restore what is lost.

Where does my sanity lie.

In which arms can I find myself tonight?

My tiny heart pounds, and clarity flees from my fainting eyes. Help me heaven...lose not the little child who weeps and mourns for herself. She is merely lost again. In those dark corridors of illusion, that twinkle with odd candle light. The wax drips down slowly from the wick, like life sliding away from the soul. It burns..and runs...leaveing ash.

Again...again...again.

I don't know where I am today. Nor..do I wish to find out such details. Perhaps I am better off left alone today. Lost in the comfort of a silent mind, who screeches when exposed to the world.

Wrap me in a lie...and counsel my desires another day. Let's just rest now.

She's lost again, can't you tell? Or..is she hiding? What does she fear to be hidden? She must have lost her way...poor little soul. In the cold. In the warmth of her room but in the blizzard of her mind....chilled ideas of illusion.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Please Keep Me...

Unbalanced. Unique. Lost. Antisocial. Alone.

Please keep me.

Don't let my hand be cold in this odd world of strangers. Hold me tight so I do not stumble.

She jitters in the joys of life, yet sinks down into such darkness as the sun shields its warm face behind a cloud.

She's unbalanced. She's off center. Lacking in some respects yet high in others. She can slide either way. Hold her close. She shudders so often.

Don't leave.

Be not annoyed with her tattling. She craves the light of day yet clings to her shadows for comfort. Her hermit like life, forever embedded in her skin. She can't escape it. Please accept it...please...take it in...don't leave her. Don't...

A voice whispers it's not cold outside, yet shivers embrace every inch of her body. Rose petal life withers and welts in the heat....fragile beauty.

Hold me like a rose, and I promise not to draw blood.