Losing It All
Feel that I'm losing it all.
Mind racing past tears. Shaking. Blinking to stabilize.
Far from depression.
A manic choke hold.
Lacking substance.
Regretting cherished actions.
Unable to focus. Only wanting out. Driving down nameless Iowa roads, trying to sort through the static.
Gagging on starvation.
One doesn't speak to me. None of them do.
Just a pair of large lips and light blue eyes? Some long hair and tan arms? Small around the middle...
Only good sometimes. Only of use sometimes.
Slipping away.
With so many directions.
Waiting for a beep.
Fuck
Moments.
Mind racing past tears. Shaking. Blinking to stabilize.
Far from depression.
A manic choke hold.
Lacking substance.
Regretting cherished actions.
Unable to focus. Only wanting out. Driving down nameless Iowa roads, trying to sort through the static.
Gagging on starvation.
One doesn't speak to me. None of them do.
Just a pair of large lips and light blue eyes? Some long hair and tan arms? Small around the middle...
Only good sometimes. Only of use sometimes.
Slipping away.
With so many directions.
Waiting for a beep.
Fuck
Moments.

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